(Source: iitsmymind, via un-derdog)

I was invited to a prom of a very good friend of mine. Today I was out with some friends and after 2 or 3 hours trying on dresses I boght one which actually fitted me well and looked good on me. The thing is that I’m tall (around 5ft8) but I’m fat (152lbs) and I never wear dresses. I have only one which I wore once and my parents laughed at me all the time because they thought it was too short. Now when I put on the dress and showed them my mom was like “Do you actually think that you’d go out with that dress? It looks as if you’re naked!” and my daddy asked me if I was getting ready for the beach. Why do they have to be so nasty? My best friend said that the dress looked good on me and she was not lying because she’s from the people who’d always tell you exactly what’s on their mind. I feel so miserable right now. I’m not gonna wear that dress! If I have to I’ll go out again and buy some pants and a top or idk.. but I’m not gonna wear that dress. And it’s all because of my DEAR PARENTS. If they knew how bad I’m feeling right now they’d feel so guilty. I feel like crying. I really do.

And I actually have no idea why I spent so much time writing this because I know nobody’s gonna read it. Nobody cares. I guess I just don’t have anybody to tell how I feel. Tumblr is my new bestfriend. It’d never judge me like some other people do.